I have nothing.


I never will.


Just

sickness and

loneliness and

nothingness and

death

.


It's

so

unfair

.


Give me

the drama,

give me,

the pain

--I'd rather have that than
nothing at all.


So why

is it

that I do not receive such?


Do not recieve anything?


Just god being cruel?


I wonder.


I

want

to

die

.


That's

all

I

know

.


Dammit

all

to

hell

.